Help opinions needed?

i met this amazing women in spain and asked her did she want to go for a drink sometime as we both come from the same place .the next night we accidently bumped into each other and decided to spend the night together there and then.well we ended up having a few drinks and sat at the beach until 3 in the morning and talked and talked about our lifes since the day we where born .at the end i had to go and gave her a hug but i didnt kiss her (i dont know why i didnt ) she said she wanted to keep in touch with me so she gave me her bebo and and facebook and that we would get together soon .but i have contacted her through it in a private message but no reply although she has added me she did not leave a comment .and has not been on since but has a facebook that she uses daily but i dont want to add her as she might feel im being pushy.we had the most amazing night and conversation constantly staring in each others eyes .but i didnt want to push her as she lost her boyfriend in an accident a couple of years ago.we got into such a somber conversation from the start and totally deep about her sad times but when i look at her pictures she looks so party party.but i know from her history on bebo shes had it bad.why be so deep with me and why just add me and not send me a message. oh and i left for home the next day. i feel iam totally in love .ive never felt like this and im 34.plus ive never been in such a deep conversation before and shes the one that instigated it all.why come out and tell me all her sad times in a conversation and be so deep with me but her photos show her having a fab time and looking so happy with her friends SHE LOOKS LIKE A TOTALLY DIFFERENT PERSON IN HER PHOTOS