Tuesday, November 8, 2011
I don't wanna lose this guy I like?
So there's this guy I like. We started out as **** buddies to be honest, but since then my feelings have grown stronger for him and his feelings have grown stronger too. We both have a lot of problems in our lives and we're both fairly quiet people, so we can relate to each other a lotttt. But he has been a little hard to read lately. He had just got out of jail not too long b4 I met him. He was there for 5 years. And he's been living wit his sister cuz him nd his mom aren't kool. But now him nd sis aren't kool and he needs to find a place of his own. I been helpin him wit money a lil, but I can't do much more at dis point cuz I'm tryin to move out nd get my own place as well. So now he's doin illegal **** to get money bcuz he has a niece nd nephew livin wit him and his sis and they need food nd lights nd stuff and he dnt kno how else to get money. He had a job at walmart but got fired and now he got a commision job which he ain't gettin money from. He did 4 interviews this week so I can c dat he's tryin. And I understand he dnt want his sis and her kids to go without. And even tho him nd his sis ain't kool no more he still want to help her out, which I luv about him. His sis got jumped by her babydaddy last night and she had to go to da hospital. He went to c her, then came to my house cuz he promised to come c me and his eyes were so red and watery and he got asthma so he was breathin hard nd I asked war was wrong and he told me bout his sis. Then he said Ima have to go back to jail. He was like " I don't like hustlin and fightin all da time. I dnt wanna b a thug 4ever. Dats not war I want for my life, but dats all I kno how to do." I get mad when he does illegal stuff or fights cuz I dnt want him goin to jail wen he jus got out, but I always understand where he's comin from. I don't want him to get in trouble again and go away from me, but idk war advice to give him. What could he possibly do to survive if he can't get a job and has no family to help out wit money????
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